like a butterfly

i can't believe that i only have 5 weeks of classes left until i graduate. 6 weeks if you include exams. haha, exams.

i have entered my cocoon as a male, middle class, white college student and will resplendently emerge as a male, middle class, white young professional. it will be a glorious transition, and completely unexpected.

i really don't know what to expect after graduating. i know where i will be living (pittsburgh) and what i will be doing (training to be a buyer for *bleep*), but in terms of moving to a new city, not knowing anybody, and having to start from scratch, im in the dark. i am incredibly excited, don't get me wrong. but i feel like i am getting closer with every day to the cliff of chaos. not in the literal meaning of the word, more along the lines of the opposite of homeostasis. its thrilling and frightening at the same time, because it can really go both ways. but life is what you make of it, eh? it i get caught on my heels, of course its going to be heavy. but if i move up there in june with an ambitious attitude, confidence, and the compulsion to make things great, i think everything will work out just fine. and if it doesn't, then i will need to just keep trying. learned that from my dad.

time to take care of some errands around the apartment. laundry, bills, thank you letters. bagel ride saturday @ 9:30am. be there.

and in the end, the love you take is equal to the love
you make - the beatles